
OMG. my cousin is such a troll.
the song “glamorous” by fergie should be my background music whenever i walk. maybe some wind action controlled by a fan going on too. i’m gonna be fierce, yet GLAMOROUS. sooo… who wants to be my fan person & ipod person?

(Source: staypozitive)
i can’t narrow a bajillion songs down to ONE, that’s impossible for me so i’ll do TWO. the first one is stereo hearts by gym class heroes since it’s mine & vivian’s song; it would play on the radio everytime we hung out before & after we started dating. & the only exception by paramore since it was the song that vivian serenaded to me at signal hill :) with a bouquet of roses too!
i’m pretty sure i’m gonna be moping around about the fact that louis vuitton just raised their prices up 10% AGAIN. hahaha. but on a more serious note, i’m hoping to study towards my major & be an intern. i gotta start somewhere if i want to intern for louis vuitton one day!
if this is regarding to my relationship with vivian then i’ll start off by saying that it started with a guy. i was seeing someone before i met vivian but things went downhill so we started talking to vivian separately about it since she became our “therapist”. then vivian & i started hanging out/talking alot because i needed comfort & i wanted to get my mind off of this guy. in the end, i started having feelings for her & she admitted her feelings for me so there we go!
there’s many things that i’m really proud about such as my band/drumline achievements & being the first person from lq to make it into the pulse organization, but my proudest moment ever is being recognized as an motivation or role model from not only my old drumline members but members from other schools. i regret not trying as hard as i should’ve with mallets during my sophomore/junior year because i’m sure i would’ve been a better mallet player today. i didn’t think about continuing drumline after high school until it was my senior year. yeahhh, pretty late.
well, if we were to break up then we’re gonna get back together either way since we made a promise to each other! but IF it was officially the end of us then i would go back to a guy. vivian was my ONLY exception & i’m gonna keep it that way; it would hurt me waaay too much if i dated a girl after her because i would probably be comparing her to vivian 24/7. i’ve only liked guys up until i met vivian so yes, i’m bi.
haha it’s totally fine with me :) this may sound crazy but the feeling that i get when kissing vivian is something that i’ve been longing for since i feel like there’s fireworks going on in the background or some shit. seriously, it gives me a feeling that i’ve never had with anyone else because everyone else that i’ve kissed… let’s just say that it seems all BLAH to me. there’s no connection. NOTHING. i love fooling around with vivian because it brings out the kids in us & it’s super cute! we never got to do that with our exes since they were boring pussies.